Break Some Shit

Someone once told me that at one of her fast food jobs, when things got really stressful, she would go into the freezer room and punch boxes of frozen food to unleash the stress.

As for me, I have the tendency to just kick walls really hard repeatedly. Today, I really lost it and went to the hot shop behind Make Your Own Glass to unleash my rage onto the wall. It was mediocre. I really needed to just break some shit. I have all this pent up anger/frustration/sadness that I need to unleash. I think I need a punching bag really bad.

Sometimes, I just think of tripping on something and falling into the glory hole/annealing over/the furnace. Which is worse? I don't know.

And is it really horrible that sometimes I want to crush and break my hands by punching a wall really hard? I mean, I wouldn't mind the pain, but I need the functionality of my hands. I think that's the main reason that prevents me from doing it.

P.S. Life is hard. I try to think about the optimistic side in each situation, but it's hard. It really is. FUCK!!!!!!!! Love, sandy.